The simple fact is there isn’t much progress to speak of. I’ve done plenty of research on PHP and started watching online video tutorials from Lynda.com. The problem is I’m still waiting for my loans and grants to be able to buy the book I require, and to add insult to injury I cannot get the server software to work on my PC, so can’t actually try any examples unless I’m in class.
To be quite honest my confidence is really starting to wane and it’s beginning to get me down. I feel completely out on my own at the moment and I’m struggling to concentrate on anything at the moment.
I also need the software for another module we are doing at the minute and I am really starting to feel overwhelmed.
That being said, I believe the real problem is my attitude and state of mind right now. I’m sure there are things I could be doing, but just can’t seem to think straight, and time is rapidly passing me by.
If I don’t get a move on I fear I won’t have anything to hand in come deadline, a fact that is now causing even more stress.
Obviously I will soldier on, but need to think seriously about my situation, and how much I am causing the stress myself. And of course I must pull my finger out and get some work done.
